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Keeper of Winter
Cherokee/German/Polish, but I do not belong to the Cherokee culture. I go by Kei/Yun. I work with the King of Winter and Cold himself, Jack Frost, and I've known him for many lifetimes.

WARNING - This blog contains posts about witchcraft and the like. So if you don't like it, please don't follow, reblog, etc :D I have another blog that is 99% fandom based called onii-chanithurts. Go follow me over there if you wish.

TAROT AND PENDULUM REQUESTS ARE CLOSED. I am moving and my cards have been packed away.

OMG shiver you mentioned ps I love you earlier and now it’s on and I’m watching it

Anonymous sent: how did you meet Godric? c:

the-winter-fae:

yunofthefrost:

the-winter-fae:

Long story short, he’s been around me my entire life. 

Him and I officially met a few years ago, and a few years ago is when it all started.

I wasn’t always able to feel and see spirits like I can now. I am the survivor of a really awful possession that involved multiple demons and entities…they sort of “forced” me open but in doing so they didn’t realize that it was supposed to happen….I have a very strong light and it’s always been there, but by doing what they did, they unleashed a lot of things inside of me that they were not expecting and my light not only became stronger, but it also became sort of a self defense mechanism thing that actually helps protect me. They sort of screwed themselves by trying to dig themselves deeper into me. Not only did they make it impossible for it to ever happen again, but they made me a hell of a lot stronger. Now I help people fight awful things like what I went through. They hated my light (still do) and wanted to see me destroyed. I did almost die and it’s not a time I like to re-live in my life. 

Godric was there during the whole thing trying to help me. He saw and witnessed everything…. It was something that I had to face on my own, and he did the best he could by helping me fight back. I have been dealing with a lot of emotional crap from that part of my life and he helps me through so much of it. It’s still something that I am healing from and I know I am not the only person who has gone through something like this. I like to help others who have gone through or are going through similar situations with spirit abuse and I try to help them as best as I can,  even if it is just lending an ear so they can talk about it, letting them know that they are not alone like I thought I was. I know how it feels to not have anywhere to turn and to not have someone to talk about abuse like that.

Many people don’t believe in the supernatural and when you start talking about demons and really malevolent spirits touching you and hurting you and screwing with your head, It makes you sound really nutty to certain people, and demons are really good at making you feel secluded from everyone and make you think that everyone hates you. That you’re worthless, garbage…..  I’ve dealt with a lot of rape and molestation from these types of circumstances and there’s no describing how much destruction it does on a person. I still have nights where I cry because it caused so much mental damage and some days I can’t even muster a smile because  of how much depression I carry still.

It was my fight, and Godric did his best to help me. He has some battle scars just like I do. Emotional and physical. When those kinds of spirits have their claws in you, it’s not easy breaking free. Mine was not only a battle of willpower, but I did almost die. They screwed up my life something awful…and I have been slowly working on making myself better from it.

When things started settling down a bit more that’s when he was able to make himself known to me. I had finally gotten to the point where I had fought back so hard I had my mind back. There were some weeks that I could not sleep because they were so deep in my head. It was awful. I was in a nightmare that I could not wake up from. When Godric finally was able to pierce through the storm, I was able to have moments of peace. He helped me get my bearings again and I felt like I was walking for the first time….metaphorically speaking. 

 All my life though I could sort of feel things from him….I mean sure, I wasn’t always open like I am now but I had a lot of gut feelings and mental images of things that I know for a fact was him projecting himself to me, trying to make himself known without me really understanding what they were. They were simple things, like ideas for stories, mental images for drawings that I wanted to do….small mental influences. I had even drew him when I was little ^.^ I’ve always felt this strange fascination with angels….I guess you can bet why :P

This isn’t uncommon for a lot of spirits to do with people though. It just took me a while to realize that it was him since he can’t tell me a lot of these things. I have to be the one to discover them for myself. In a way, I know in my heart that what happened to me had to happen for reasons, otherwise I wouldn’t be where I am now…but it’s still really hard to think about… 

I am blessed to have him in my life and even though it was under some pretty strange and bizarre circumstances, I have learned a lot and I have come really far from the things that haunt me in my past. He’s held my hand and stood by my side every step of the way.

He loved me at my darkest, and continues to love me regardless of all my flaws.

oh my gosh, that is a terrifying yet beautiful story ;A; I’m so happy he was there for you and that he’s helping you in your healing process! I’m not tearing up, I just have makeup in my eye ;u; *sobs*

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I hate x kit because sometimes I reblog things without writing on them on accident…curse you x kit!

He also has a really nice butt….^.^ We’re seriously just a couple of big dorks. Have you ever seen the movie P.S. I Love You? We act alot like the main characters…..he even does a lot of goofy dancing in his undies. I enjoy it very much. :P

He seems perfect x3 I bet you guys are super cute together^^

satdeshret:

msarano:

*stares at dash*

*sighs heavily*

I’m going to have to watch that anime just to be in the loop, aren’t I?

Yes. Yes you are. And you’ll see Hot Thoth. And you’ll hear his voice. And you too will fall down the rabbit hole.

And never come back because daaaamn

Happy Easter to all those who celebrate it!!!

Anonymous sent: how did you meet Godric? c:

the-winter-fae:

Long story short, he’s been around me my entire life. 

Him and I officially met a few years ago, and a few years ago is when it all started.

I wasn’t always able to feel and see spirits like I can now. I am the survivor of a really awful possession that involved multiple demons and entities…they sort of “forced” me open but in doing so they didn’t realize that it was supposed to happen….I have a very strong light and it’s always been there, but by doing what they did, they unleashed a lot of things inside of me that they were not expecting and my light not only became stronger, but it also became sort of a self defense mechanism thing that actually helps protect me. They sort of screwed themselves by trying to dig themselves deeper into me. Not only did they make it impossible for it to ever happen again, but they made me a hell of a lot stronger. Now I help people fight awful things like what I went through. They hated my light (still do) and wanted to see me destroyed. I did almost die and it’s not a time I like to re-live in my life. 

Godric was there during the whole thing trying to help me. He saw and witnessed everything…. It was something that I had to face on my own, and he did the best he could by helping me fight back. I have been dealing with a lot of emotional crap from that part of my life and he helps me through so much of it. It’s still something that I am healing from and I know I am not the only person who has gone through something like this. I like to help others who have gone through or are going through similar situations with spirit abuse and I try to help them as best as I can,  even if it is just lending an ear so they can talk about it, letting them know that they are not alone like I thought I was. I know how it feels to not have anywhere to turn and to not have someone to talk about abuse like that.

Many people don’t believe in the supernatural and when you start talking about demons and really malevolent spirits touching you and hurting you and screwing with your head, It makes you sound really nutty to certain people, and demons are really good at making you feel secluded from everyone and make you think that everyone hates you. That you’re worthless, garbage…..  I’ve dealt with a lot of rape and molestation from these types of circumstances and there’s no describing how much destruction it does on a person. I still have nights where I cry because it caused so much mental damage and some days I can’t even muster a smile because  of how much depression I carry still.

It was my fight, and Godric did his best to help me. He has some battle scars just like I do. Emotional and physical. When those kinds of spirits have their claws in you, it’s not easy breaking free. Mine was not only a battle of willpower, but I did almost die. They screwed up my life something awful…and I have been slowly working on making myself better from it.

When things started settling down a bit more that’s when he was able to make himself known to me. I had finally gotten to the point where I had fought back so hard I had my mind back. There were some weeks that I could not sleep because they were so deep in my head. It was awful. I was in a nightmare that I could not wake up from. When Godric finally was able to pierce through the storm, I was able to have moments of peace. He helped me get my bearings again and I felt like I was walking for the first time….metaphorically speaking. 

 All my life though I could sort of feel things from him….I mean sure, I wasn’t always open like I am now but I had a lot of gut feelings and mental images of things that I know for a fact was him projecting himself to me, trying to make himself known without me really understanding what they were. They were simple things, like ideas for stories, mental images for drawings that I wanted to do….small mental influences. I had even drew him when I was little ^.^ I’ve always felt this strange fascination with angels….I guess you can bet why :P

This isn’t uncommon for a lot of spirits to do with people though. It just took me a while to realize that it was him since he can’t tell me a lot of these things. I have to be the one to discover them for myself. In a way, I know in my heart that what happened to me had to happen for reasons, otherwise I wouldn’t be where I am now…but it’s still really hard to think about… 

I am blessed to have him in my life and even though it was under some pretty strange and bizarre circumstances, I have learned a lot and I have come really far from the things that haunt me in my past. He’s held my hand and stood by my side every step of the way.

He loved me at my darkest, and continues to love me regardless of all my flaws.

oh my gosh, that is a terrifying yet beautiful story ;A; I’m so happy he was there for you and that he’s helping you in your healing process! I’m not tearing up, I just have makeup in my eye ;u; *sobs*

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